I'm probably obnoxious but hey, I thought you didn't mind.....at least bother to reply and rebuff my conversation starters with a simple hello, I'm studying now, bye.

Am I really that.

Sigh.

Maybe.

But come on....at least tell me to my face so I'm not stuck here wondering.

....another Avril Lavigne lyric comes to mind.

But seriously.

What the hell girl, what the hell.

Please tell me you aren't doing this on purpose.

Or just tell me what I did, call me messed up and let me get over it.

Someone save me.

(Note, despite the presence of the lyrics of "My Happy Ending" this is not a breakup note, trust me a breakup note by me would be a lot sadder)

(and longer)

Just another starstruck (see above for evidence*) wanderer trying to find his way in this horribly confusing and sometimes messed up world.

This space as you might have realised is for my own venting. It's where I talk, to myself. To the universe. It's where I don't lie. Much. Chances are you won't get more truth out of me than these few billion pages of angst.

My life isn't that bad. Sometimes. The good parts just usually end up being the blank dates in between the posts you see. So yes, just to practice my math and to cheer myself up a little, the number of posts is inversely proportional to my mental wellbeing. Yes that counts as math with me.

And despite the wry smile on my face and the grin I can imagine on yours, I'm still rather sombre.

I promise you I'm sunny somedays. Stick around. You never know what you may learn.

*hint may or may not be in big black font at the top of the page.