I think it's beautiful.
But yet when everyone starts singing it, something else happens.
And it scares me.
It's a song for the entire level to song, for over a thousand people to share. For them to bind their hopes and dreams together.
It's a wonderfully written ballad, and everyone puts their arms around each other and sways to the song in unison.
Beautiful.
Except when they start to jump to the ridiculously slow song and to party and go crazy.
I don't go along with them, because I can't, because it's just too unnatural for me.
So I snap out of it and I really see.
I see a thousand lonely people, all looking for hearts to hold, who would take any chance and anything to ease the loneliness inside.
And that scares me.
dear God, truly you are the only one who we need and the only one who can make us whole, no matter how much it may seem otherwise all the time.
And help me to live that.
Cause I can't.
Not by myself.
