Because that's anger management issues, and it makes you less pathetic.

I can't even remember what screwed my day. After all, all that happened was um.

1. Got told off by a bitchy teacher.

2. Got slightly annoyed with some people who I am tempted to call "friends" but I shall suspend that type of bitchy treatment for now.

of course, with 1. it wasn't even all directed at me, and with 2. slightly annoyed blossomed into kinda pissed and that in turn eventually turned into a slight sense of loss. A slight sense of listlessness, and hopelessness. Self-doubt.

And ta-da, full blown depressive mood in the middle of the day. Moping about in the bright sunny corridors surrounded by bright sunny hurrying people, who are too busy with their bright and sunny lives to notice you.

Gawd bright and sunny people make me want to PUKE.

Reminded me of this old song I used to hear when I was young.

should stop.

Just another starstruck (see above for evidence*) wanderer trying to find his way in this horribly confusing and sometimes messed up world.

This space as you might have realised is for my own venting. It's where I talk, to myself. To the universe. It's where I don't lie. Much. Chances are you won't get more truth out of me than these few billion pages of angst.

My life isn't that bad. Sometimes. The good parts just usually end up being the blank dates in between the posts you see. So yes, just to practice my math and to cheer myself up a little, the number of posts is inversely proportional to my mental wellbeing. Yes that counts as math with me.

And despite the wry smile on my face and the grin I can imagine on yours, I'm still rather sombre.

I promise you I'm sunny somedays. Stick around. You never know what you may learn.

*hint may or may not be in big black font at the top of the page.