It's been awhile hasn't it.
You don't even think about me anymore.
I guess I've been doing the running away this time. Pouring myself into that stupid play, ignoring everything around me. Work. Life. Friends.
I still can't quite accept things. It's just so hard.
You wear your hair differently now. I half wonder if it's to symbolise some break with the past. Or maybe it's just for that one day. There you were, enjoying yourself somewhere else. While I was just busying myself, trying to forget.
Something else. Away.
I'll see you again in a week. Which will really honestly and truly suck. Because I don't know what to say. And what I want and what you want is just different.
I don't even know who's right.
After that, we won't see each other again.
Not anymore.
Then what.
It's last chance saloon but I know I won't get anywhere because you've already made up your mind.
I don't need anything.
I just.
I just don't want to be alone.
Because I am. So very, so bitterly.
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Quiet Acquiesence - Sunday, May 20, 2012 @ 6:00 PM
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Quiet Acquiesence - Sunday, May 20, 2012 @ 6:00 PM
It's been awhile hasn't it.
You don't even think about me anymore. I guess I've been doing the running away this time. Pouring myself into that stupid play, ignoring everything around me. Work. Life. Friends. I still can't quite accept things. It's just so hard. You wear your hair differently now. I half wonder if it's to symbolise some break with the past. Or maybe it's just for that one day. There you were, enjoying yourself somewhere else. While I was just busying myself, trying to forget. Something else. Away. I'll see you again in a week. Which will really honestly and truly suck. Because I don't know what to say. And what I want and what you want is just different. I don't even know who's right. After that, we won't see each other again. Not anymore. Then what. It's last chance saloon but I know I won't get anywhere because you've already made up your mind. I don't need anything. I just. I just don't want to be alone. Because I am. So very, so bitterly. |
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 Just another starstruck (see above for evidence*) wanderer trying to find his way in this horribly confusing and sometimes messed up world. This space as you might have realised is for my own venting. It's where I talk, to myself. To the universe. It's where I don't lie. Much. Chances are you won't get more truth out of me than these few billion pages of angst. My life isn't that bad. Sometimes. The good parts just usually end up being the blank dates in between the posts you see. So yes, just to practice my math and to cheer myself up a little, the number of posts is inversely proportional to my mental wellbeing. Yes that counts as math with me. And despite the wry smile on my face and the grin I can imagine on yours, I'm still rather sombre. I promise you I'm sunny somedays. Stick around. You never know what you may learn. *hint may or may not be in big black font at the top of the page.
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