Because I have to. Because it will do me good, I shall attempt to type out a meandering blogpost despite the fact that I've done nothing today.
Nothing but.
Sit around.
Thinking.
I have lit tomorrow, at 9. Sigh. I don't even know when or where to start studying. I have chinese oral coming up as well. As does someone.
Fuck you Ian.
Stop being pathetic.
And i hate the fact that she won't miss me at all. At least not for a long long time.
Fuck you Ian.
Fuck you and your stupid obsessive tendencies. Fuck your lack of common sense.
Fuck you.
You blew it all.
Fuck your ability to forgive everyone else but yourself. Then again. It's not up to me to forgive me.
That stupid stupid. Sigh.
Why did things have to end up like this.
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Moving On - Tuesday, June 5, 2012 @ 6:23 PM
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Moving On - Tuesday, June 5, 2012 @ 6:23 PM
Because I have to. Because it will do me good, I shall attempt to type out a meandering blogpost despite the fact that I've done nothing today.
Nothing but. Sit around. Thinking. I have lit tomorrow, at 9. Sigh. I don't even know when or where to start studying. I have chinese oral coming up as well. As does someone. Fuck you Ian. Stop being pathetic. And i hate the fact that she won't miss me at all. At least not for a long long time. Fuck you Ian. Fuck you and your stupid obsessive tendencies. Fuck your lack of common sense. Fuck you. You blew it all. Fuck your ability to forgive everyone else but yourself. Then again. It's not up to me to forgive me. That stupid stupid. Sigh. Why did things have to end up like this. |
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 Just another starstruck (see above for evidence*) wanderer trying to find his way in this horribly confusing and sometimes messed up world. This space as you might have realised is for my own venting. It's where I talk, to myself. To the universe. It's where I don't lie. Much. Chances are you won't get more truth out of me than these few billion pages of angst. My life isn't that bad. Sometimes. The good parts just usually end up being the blank dates in between the posts you see. So yes, just to practice my math and to cheer myself up a little, the number of posts is inversely proportional to my mental wellbeing. Yes that counts as math with me. And despite the wry smile on my face and the grin I can imagine on yours, I'm still rather sombre. I promise you I'm sunny somedays. Stick around. You never know what you may learn. *hint may or may not be in big black font at the top of the page.
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