I'm an idiot.
It doesn't quite hit me until now. And I'm just sad because, well. It shouldn't have been like that.
Should've read the signs, should've just not. It was double pressure I suppose. But yes I was wrong.
We were both wrong. But I suppose she has reasons to believe what she believes. And I guess I didn't really understand until someone else laid it out for me.
I asked for direction, and now I've got it.
"Don't overdo it" in fact, just got a lot more serious.
I don't want to mess this up again.
This time it'll be different. ;/
Cross my heart.
It's just not going to be easy. I hate not knowing how to tread.
But i guess an apology is long overdue, and you know who you are.
I'm sorry.
Forgive me please.
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Too much of a good thing - Sunday, July 29, 2012 @ 7:04 PM
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Too much of a good thing - Sunday, July 29, 2012 @ 7:04 PM
I'm an idiot.
It doesn't quite hit me until now. And I'm just sad because, well. It shouldn't have been like that. Should've read the signs, should've just not. It was double pressure I suppose. But yes I was wrong. We were both wrong. But I suppose she has reasons to believe what she believes. And I guess I didn't really understand until someone else laid it out for me. I asked for direction, and now I've got it. "Don't overdo it" in fact, just got a lot more serious. I don't want to mess this up again. This time it'll be different. ;/ Cross my heart. It's just not going to be easy. I hate not knowing how to tread. But i guess an apology is long overdue, and you know who you are. I'm sorry. Forgive me please. |
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 Just another starstruck (see above for evidence*) wanderer trying to find his way in this horribly confusing and sometimes messed up world. This space as you might have realised is for my own venting. It's where I talk, to myself. To the universe. It's where I don't lie. Much. Chances are you won't get more truth out of me than these few billion pages of angst. My life isn't that bad. Sometimes. The good parts just usually end up being the blank dates in between the posts you see. So yes, just to practice my math and to cheer myself up a little, the number of posts is inversely proportional to my mental wellbeing. Yes that counts as math with me. And despite the wry smile on my face and the grin I can imagine on yours, I'm still rather sombre. I promise you I'm sunny somedays. Stick around. You never know what you may learn. *hint may or may not be in big black font at the top of the page.
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