Im weird........I have come to that conclusion after around more than 5 years of analysis. Most people would agree with me, i guess. Maybe its my random ranting, uber split jekyll and hyde personality which btw is more like spongebob and squidward. My obsession with random stuff, my willingness to be different in a very different way, my determination or stubborness, depending how you see it. It could also be a combination of all my random quirks......like randomly over using dots, or maybe its because i wont give a shit about someone just because other people say so. Or is it just because im short? or maybe its because i live in a dysfunctional family,maybe its just because i touched a computer for the first time when i was 9, i started listening to music when im sec one or maybe because i really had no social life until like p5 and p6. Maybe.................maybe theres something wrong with the whole world and not me. Maybe not. Maybe im too nice, i should be less nice, and i should carry out all my threats about shooting/strangling/mauling/decapitating/stabbing/mutilating/disfiguring people who piss me off. Maybe as one of my classmates pointed out i should stop making so many threats. It could be because i talk too much........cause i like the "wrong" stuff, stand up for and to the "wrong" people. Maybe because i seriously think that something is wrong with this world..........dont you too. We hate each other too much.and maybe because there is. or there isnt. It would work both ways..............
Should i change myself? no way, you know i did once, and i never changed back, never could though i wanted to. Im just happy the way i am now i guess, proud of it all, proud of my weirdness. I just realized how stupid the last line sounded, but it doesnt matter.....i know who i am now...am im not gonna change me for anything.