Its very weird.
I'm not sure if you all can do it too, but you should be able to.
The point is..while staring into the face of my father, I did just that.
And his face and body, and the world around shrank. Even though he was sitting just a metre away from me, his face was as large as a ten cent coin.
But yet there was something about it, that creature just seemed misshapen to me, bulging out of its small confines.
To my mind all of a sudden it was this small thing, that was bursting with dark power, that I felt had to be controlled, contained, if possible.
But the bonds holding it there were weak.
And I realized, I had seen that vision before.
Only in my blackest nightmares, my worst ones, those too traumatic to remember. Those recurring nightmares spawned in the heat of high fever when I was a kid. Where my days felt like hell, and the world spun into darkness.
Why
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