You just need a ukelele.

Hey that rhymed.

Oh well, really Lukila can lift my mood. If I let it be lifted.

These instruments produce a very happy sound.

Its almost as if she encourages me to forget the world, forget the troubles, and wish upon a star.

The words of that song.

Someday I wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind me.

What if?

What if this life is but a nightmare.

And we can wake up into something transcendental and beautiful.

Then again, we all are going to aren't we?

Nice to think of it that way.

Just another starstruck (see above for evidence*) wanderer trying to find his way in this horribly confusing and sometimes messed up world.

This space as you might have realised is for my own venting. It's where I talk, to myself. To the universe. It's where I don't lie. Much. Chances are you won't get more truth out of me than these few billion pages of angst.

My life isn't that bad. Sometimes. The good parts just usually end up being the blank dates in between the posts you see. So yes, just to practice my math and to cheer myself up a little, the number of posts is inversely proportional to my mental wellbeing. Yes that counts as math with me.

And despite the wry smile on my face and the grin I can imagine on yours, I'm still rather sombre.

I promise you I'm sunny somedays. Stick around. You never know what you may learn.

*hint may or may not be in big black font at the top of the page.