Needless to say 5 seconds later I realised that my phone was lagging, and the sound that blasted my ears did permanent damage that will stay with me for a while.

Shudder.

Moving on to less stupid events.

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Okay lah, this is pretty stupid.

Lets just say everything I talked about yesterday, all the potential screw ups happened.

Except for music, which got special mention. Hooray for me.

So we all freaked out, ( I tried to play the role of a wronged martyr but Aidan beat me to it) and blah blah blah blah blah.

We rehearsed a lot but I'm still not sure if its going to be enough to stop people from colliding into each other during scene transitions..

Zzt, one of them collided with a static object as he was running off today. One that was right in front of me. It was traumatizing.

And I'll be getting props today...cause director didn't bring kitchen stuff, and the blouse didn't bloody fit me. (Lol the skirt did)

Not that I can do anything.

I'm already acting the best I can and they won't listen to me for anything else.

I totally hated the way he told everyone "don't angst, don't shout" and proceeded to spend at least 3 hours just now with some pissed off face and yelling at everyone to stop talking and to shut up.

So much for my happy ending.

Heh.

Just another starstruck (see above for evidence*) wanderer trying to find his way in this horribly confusing and sometimes messed up world.

This space as you might have realised is for my own venting. It's where I talk, to myself. To the universe. It's where I don't lie. Much. Chances are you won't get more truth out of me than these few billion pages of angst.

My life isn't that bad. Sometimes. The good parts just usually end up being the blank dates in between the posts you see. So yes, just to practice my math and to cheer myself up a little, the number of posts is inversely proportional to my mental wellbeing. Yes that counts as math with me.

And despite the wry smile on my face and the grin I can imagine on yours, I'm still rather sombre.

I promise you I'm sunny somedays. Stick around. You never know what you may learn.

*hint may or may not be in big black font at the top of the page.