Sorry, remind me never to read my own lit essays before I blog.

What I'm saying is, I don't know, the principle of defiance sits far too comfortably with me than normal, I relish it, treasure it, admire it.

The bigger the entity you challenge, the better.

Its so anti-establishment, anti-authoritarian without cause.

I dare say it also makes up a lot of my recklessness as well as the part of me that offends people and doesn't care.

I think its always cause I've loved the daredevil.

When I was a kid you see I was trapped, by expectations, burdens, responsibilities. (yes, as a kid) I always wanted to be free of them, yet kept holding on to them not only out of admiration for my elders, but also cause of fear.

I was afraid not just of punishment, but stepping out of that umbrella gaze.

In a sense very much like Singaporeans who talk to each other in hushed tones about the evils of democracy and how a lack of underhand political means by the PAP to preserve power would lead to the collapse of the nation where we would become no better, and more importantly cleaner, than our neighbours malaysia.

Yes, thats bad, but thing is, I've pretty much taken it to the other extreme.

Unfortunately.

Well Time To Change That Up.

Ooh Don't The Caps just Look So Good.

Yes They Do.

Haha.