And now the tears won't come even though I want them to.
Because as angry as you are at some people.
As shocked, disgusted, angry and betrayed as you may be.
You still need them.
So you go to them. And you APOLOGIZE. You say sorry.
Because you need them. And because you care for them. And because.
Just because.
And then.
You aren't forgiven.
And then fuck.
Yeah. Now what?
You need them more than you care for them.
Maybe that's the key you shitbag.