I don't know what's wrong with me.
I'm just so stressed, perhaps that's part of it.
But I just had a minor breakdown. Not so good.
Little things in my life that go out of control drive me fucking nuts. And it's not good. But it just does. I don't even know why.
I don't even know why I get so fucking pissed off when it's like other people run my life. Boredom. Tedium. Shit. I can't stand people touching my things. Stop fucking moving my computer from the floor. Stop rearranging my shit so I can't find it. Stop. Just stop.
Stop fucking with my study schedule. Don't fuck with my rest time. Let me do my own shit.
What the fuck is wrong with me.