Why.
He did it again. Some kind of friend.
God knows why he did. I'm beginning to think he doesn't care. So much I want to say to him. But I found I couldn't. I probably will never.
And all you do is take dammit.
Whats wrong with you. How many times to I have to do this. What do you expect me to do? Beg? For your help? Like I was forced to once? It shouldn't be that way. Friends are supposed to help each other dammit. Build it up, not tear it down. Maybe it IS too late. I'd drop anything for you, for any one of my friends. Maybe I'm being unreasonable, but you don't have to shoot me. Yes you can't force him to do it, but you can at least ask. Did you? Fuck no.
Instead you just shot me down. Like you do all the time in front of the others. You apologize, sometimes in private. But whats the goddamn point. Standing up for others should be something everyone does, what more for your friends.
You probably won't even read this until it doesn't matter anymore.
I'm beginning to think you don't value this friendship.
I won't forget this.
Forgive I may, if God is willing, but I won't forget this.
Give me reason, to wash this memory clean.
I always thought you were an upright an noble person, but now I'm really really beginning to wonder.
Prove me wrong.
For our sake.