Just when I thought I got almost everything I could ever want
The two very things that made me depressed last week got solved over the weekend. Kinda.
The happiness is still somewhat not returning.
Not a good sign.
Arrgh
Theoretically I should be happy now.
but I'm not.
Idk why either.
Shitz I dunno where I'm heading.
Life Seems Meaningless.
What???????
That was bad.
not good.
That thought seriously just popped into my head.
Maybe my bi-polarity really isn't a myth perpetrated by reading an article about it and the fact that I want to believe I have it for some mysterious reason.
Its alright..I'll be fine.. I think...
I sure as hell hope so.
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The above was supposed to be the real title, but trust me the blogskin screwed up on meLiving life to the fullest And I won't say anything at all. To all the lovely bitches like you Get your boots on |
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Lost....... - Wednesday, September 1, 2010 @ 9:48 PM
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Lost....... - Wednesday, September 1, 2010 @ 9:48 PM
Just when I thought I got almost everything I could ever want
The two very things that made me depressed last week got solved over the weekend. Kinda. The happiness is still somewhat not returning. Not a good sign. Arrgh Theoretically I should be happy now. but I'm not. Idk why either. Shitz I dunno where I'm heading. Life Seems Meaningless. What??????? That was bad. not good. That thought seriously just popped into my head. Maybe my bi-polarity really isn't a myth perpetrated by reading an article about it and the fact that I want to believe I have it for some mysterious reason. Its alright..I'll be fine.. I think... I sure as hell hope so. |
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 Just another starstruck (see above for evidence*) wanderer trying to find his way in this horribly confusing and sometimes messed up world. This space as you might have realised is for my own venting. It's where I talk, to myself. To the universe. It's where I don't lie. Much. Chances are you won't get more truth out of me than these few billion pages of angst. My life isn't that bad. Sometimes. The good parts just usually end up being the blank dates in between the posts you see. So yes, just to practice my math and to cheer myself up a little, the number of posts is inversely proportional to my mental wellbeing. Yes that counts as math with me. And despite the wry smile on my face and the grin I can imagine on yours, I'm still rather sombre. I promise you I'm sunny somedays. Stick around. You never know what you may learn. *hint may or may not be in big black font at the top of the page.
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