Good job Ian, you are such a comfort to people.

You didn't mean it that way, and she said she didn't mind. But who knows? It probably hit a nerve somewhere. Even if it didn't, you were damn lucky, you would've taken offense at that. Even if you didn't take offense, you would be hurt. So damn hurt.

Another reason for her to run away from you and keep you at arms length.

Whats wrong with you. Can't everything that passes through your mouth at least spend some time in that brain of yours that you cherish and think so highly of.

Yeah you're sensitive alright. Only when other people get to you. Your sensitivity seems to turn itself off when it gets to others. I wonder why.

Selfish, egotistic , insensitive, hypocritical piece of shit.

Just another starstruck (see above for evidence*) wanderer trying to find his way in this horribly confusing and sometimes messed up world.

This space as you might have realised is for my own venting. It's where I talk, to myself. To the universe. It's where I don't lie. Much. Chances are you won't get more truth out of me than these few billion pages of angst.

My life isn't that bad. Sometimes. The good parts just usually end up being the blank dates in between the posts you see. So yes, just to practice my math and to cheer myself up a little, the number of posts is inversely proportional to my mental wellbeing. Yes that counts as math with me.

And despite the wry smile on my face and the grin I can imagine on yours, I'm still rather sombre.

I promise you I'm sunny somedays. Stick around. You never know what you may learn.

*hint may or may not be in big black font at the top of the page.