Belles, Stars and Boulevards

Hey.

I'm Ian. Slightly-singed adventurer in this cruel burning world.

Okay. Stupid little teenaged boy. Stupid because I always seem to trust the wrong people. Over and over again. I'm looking for understanding. Understanding, love and companionship.

Just someone or some people to stave of boredom, a shoulder to cry on and tell stupid stories to. A partner on a dangerous trip into the unknown. Maybe I'm just scared. And maybe it's a little too much to ask for.

I need an anchor in this reality. Cause my last one sailed far far away. So did the one before it. And the one before that.

So take a little trip into my dark twisted mind. It may be disturbing. It may be quaint. It's just genuine. All of it.

Incoherent at times, and yes cryptic. But hey. This isn't my life. It's how I feel about it though.

Gracias.

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Hi, I'm Ian.

Just another starstruck (see above for evidence*) wanderer trying to find his way in this horribly confusing and sometimes messed up world.

This space as you might have realised is for my own venting. It's where I talk, to myself. To the universe. It's where I don't lie. Much. Chances are you won't get more truth out of me than these few billion pages of angst.

My life isn't that bad. Sometimes. The good parts just usually end up being the blank dates in between the posts you see. So yes, just to practice my math and to cheer myself up a little, the number of posts is inversely proportional to my mental wellbeing. Yes that counts as math with me.

And despite the wry smile on my face and the grin I can imagine on yours, I'm still rather sombre.

I promise you I'm sunny somedays. Stick around. You never know what you may learn.

*hint may or may not be in big black font at the top of the page.

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