There's a thought within me that tells me that maybe divine intervention has already occurred.
But if so, why do the signs keep coming?
They're driving me insane.
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Everyone's being worn down, it's troubling.
And everything is falling apart, because no one has the strength to care anymore.
This is a shitty time to be rebuilding my life really.
......
But no really. Shit.
Every new path I take, or old path even is leading me to yet another roadblock.
I don't even know what the point is.
What am I supposed to learn here?
Don't trust anyone?
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I'm always here.
I'm always here for you.
You all.
But it's like if I left it, then I would always BE here.
I, being me, would always, ALWAYS, be here.
Just me.
And is it really just me, or is there something terribly fucking sad about that?