for all the times that I've failed to be something, or someone that you can be proud of.
For all the times when I've failed you, doubly so in front of others, I am sorry.
For the sin of causing others to think ill of your name is a grave and serious one indeed.
I will try harder, and maybe succeed if you will help and let me.
For I do want to be better, partly for myself too. But yes, I think I have too much on my conscience already, and too much inadequacy on my being.
I hope you've let me do the right thing.
I'm afraid.
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