Hello world... Im starting to draw art. Funny right? im starting to draw, like now, seriously. Took me long enough i guess. I think ive always hated art(in the visual sense), i guess thats just cause i sucked at it. I couldnt identify and feel connected to art lessons that required me to draw an orange. I draw an orange and its some non-round thingy, and my art teacher just frowns at me... Im not good at drawing stuff specifically, but ive been able to produce some quite good pieces of art,(at least most of my friends tell me) its not that evident that i cant draw when you see them. But then when you realize that i never draw in the faces of people, its not really that its my style, i just cant draw faces. I think asking someone to draw something isnt right, its not right to ask someone to just draw something. Art is just like music i guess. You have to do what you want to do, or else itll turn out like shit. Art and Music should come from your soul. So i guess thats why when i recently just picked up drawing as a recreational tool, i really liked it and was able to make some quite good stuff. Might put some of it up here one day. :p I produce around 1-3 drawings a day, depending on the number of math + lit lessons there are in a day. I dont like math and lit is just too easy for me i guess. Ive always liked lit. Still bummed that i didnt even try for litra. Do you suscribe to the belief that you can infer stuff about a persons personality by what he draws? I really dont know. Some of my serious drawings are very weird, and would be saying something about me. Haha i really dk.
Wish Me Jlee Shrey Shawn Zhi Yuan Aliff Amirul Terry Yong Xin and Ms Sara luck for our Annual Production this friday and sat. :)

had a random conversation with myself in my head the other day. Just me and my split personality. We were debating about assholes. We tried to define an asshole, and generally defined that and asshole was someone who was generally arrogant, stubborn and opiniated as well as enjoying pissing off others. After reaching this momentous conclusion. I realised something. Those conditions have good counterparts. confident, determined, and expressive the last condition's good phrase could be wacky or fun-loving. Worse still, i realized that those criteria could be applied to myself in some circumstances, and when i expanded my horizons i realized that almost everyone i knew fit into these criteria. I couldnt think of a better way to change the definition, and came to a conclusion. a screwed one, you may agree with me or may not. We are all assholes just in varying degrees and we usually label people who we dont like, or have had a conflict with in the past with that title. In other words, the more people we have had conflicts in the more assholes we see. The converse is true. The more assholes we see, the more people we must have had conflicts with and the more people we have had conflicts with the higher the chances are that you fit the category or arrogant stubborn bull-dozing irritant rather than them.
Conclusion : The biggest assholes are the ones that see most assholes.
Afterthought: I just said everyone was an asshole up there somewhere. oks....nvm time to refine my definition somehow

She sings, yes she does, Taylor sings, her voice echoing out from the phone and around the room....now thats what you call music. Wonderful, beautiful flowing music. Then he arrives. Hey Taylor Swift cant sing, she alters her voice like all the time dude....

*Flashback* last year

Hes there at the bus-stop, listening to his kind of music. Hey you going for rafflesian spotlight? yeah i guess. With who? Gerald. Gerald? as in Gerald lee???Yeah...Erm Gerald can play the guitar well but he cant sing.--------His demeanor changes, rapidly becoming something...different. Something scarier.Can--You--Do--Any--Better it growls at me. Actually yes, i can. Prove it, PROVE IT NOW....Dude theres so many people here, its a public place.....yeah yeah whatever.

*Present*
Anger wells up within me..frustration......I open my mouth, but I let it go. I just closed my mouth and let it go. Why? I dont really know, but then again, I didnt really let it go did I?

Labels: hypocrisy, stories, Taylor Swift

Taylor Swift songs that you might not have heard about that are good DAMN GOOD!!!
1. White horse. Despite its awesome performance in the USA white horse is...not exactly known by many people around here. Most ppl get that its a Taylor song but thats it. Its a sad story about a guy who was cheating on her. EMONESS!!! Great vocals and yeah the vocals are really sincere and the lyrics are great. You should listen to this track.

2. Youre Not Sorry. 0.o this song was released 2 years ago and before Taylor reached the height of her popularity, i'd say if it was released later with an MV it wouldve hit no1. zzt. Another emo track, backed by an interesting combo of piano strings(fake..) and electric guitar as with all Taylor songs the sincerity helps a lot with making the song even more emo. Whenever i listen to this track.. i just think WHY THE HELL DO ALL THE DUMB GUYS GET THE HOT GIRLS.........................wth.....

3. Picture to Burn...Catchy and a little more country styled. Its from Taylor's first album and not fearless. A little unorthodox and its i dunno semi bitchy? I'm over you but you still suck and i think youre stupid kinda thing?

4. The way i love you.. A great track from fearless, i found it by chance, looking at a list of the last 10 songs downloaded from a site and so i gave it a shot. Happy(er) song and string backed. Funny rhythm, though i think the opening verse has strains of complicated in it, only in the melody though, it doesnt resemble that song in other way.

5. Shouldve said no- A bitchy song. Its a fast track and its Guitar driven. I dont really like the amount of minor chords in this song but i think overall given the instrumentals its worth a listen. NOT from fearless too.


Taylor stuff you shouldnt bother listening too.

1. Today was a fairytale. Unless youre a fan of extremely high vocals and people straining to hit notes, or/and an ULTIMATE ULTIMATE CRAZY TAYLOR FAN do not bother with this song.

2. Teardrops on my Guitar POP REMIX---If youve heard the original dont listen to this, i guarantee you, you will PUKE

3. Fifteen.- The most stupid no1 ever? I dont know theres nothing really bad with it but nothing really great too

4. Fearless- and this was the title track??? UM TAYLOR YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THIS

P.S Youre not sorry does not have an MV. There is only one Official MV but its with the CSI remix and the mv is related to CSI, the remix isnt better than the original but it isnt bad either.

Hmmm...ive changed again......because now im A TAYLOR FAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh yeah, ive joined the masses of teenagers around the globe who are Taylor fans. What really drew me to her, was mainly her sincerity, that you cant find anymore....sheer honesty, and...haha maybe youre not happy with the amount of "you belong with me" and love story youre getting nowadays, but try listening to some of Taylor's slower songs, like White horse...I thought teardrops was good but i listened to some of her sadder songs at it was like. Gosh...She got better. I keep listening and her songs just speak right to my heart. haha that sounded really stupid but, omg its good!!! I'm currently addicted to You're not sorry. which was a promo track for fearless. It was released in 2008 but i only heard it recently, i mean how in the world did i miss it. I love the song. The lyrics, the music, everything and its PIANO DRIVEN WHOOTS!!! too many songs are guitar driven nowadays. I dont know, its probably a very big prejudice considering which instrument i play but guitar in pop music doesnt seem to give enough emotion to songs nowadays. I think that what makes her music so good, is that she writes the songs, she relates to the songs and sings them with sincerity, you can hear the emotion in her voice, and you really connect with that, even if youve never been through a breakup you sympathise with her. This is totally turning into....i dunno....fangirling???........i should stop here..lolz

0.o i took samans quiz on movies and i got 91....more or less erm....yes that is a little extreme. I attribute it to the fact that my parents made me watch a lot of movies when i was young, and mebbe also because my dad still buys pirated dvds by the truckload.......and makes the whole family watch them. Saman how did you avoid watching star wars or lotr or X-MEn....and you watched all three high school musicals lol.......Brrrrr.....my dad got a netbook, even though i told him not to....its starting to become a trend. Do you think i should get a iPhone? No...But its got touchscreen technology and its screen is big!No...it doesnt have many compatible apps..and you have to pay for a lot of them unless you do illegal stuff to it ps its hard to use.My friends havent been having a lot of trouble with it.No..its overpriced and not worth it. Nvm ill just get it, i asked my friend to get one from china for me......................................................zzts....Should i get a wii?No.........But my friend has one and he likes it.He just bought it two weeks ago, wait a while and hell get bored, besides youll never use it,, like the excercise bike i told you not to get.Hey lets go check out the wii theres a sale...................zzzzzzzzzzzzzzt.....i am dreading the time when he comes to me asking for an iPad. horrors.....that thing is terrible, it has no USB ports..........and it cant do much.. gah..........

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