There's a little strange feeling I get when I've realized I've just been patronizing someone really badly.
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I had a really harrowing experience this morning.
Too many memories, too many possibilities.
I'll write it out in a story.
In short?
A bus full of mentally handicapped children, a majority of whom had down's syndrome or something else that manifested physically in their body/facial structure, behaviour aside.
A little girl among them looked normal, I really don't want to know what her fucking problem is.
It's not that I discriminate against them, I just get really freaked out.
They scare me. Too much.
I caught the gaze of one of them who stared me down with his slack jawed expression.
Fierfek.
She was right.
There's no way any sane person would subject themselves to that for 20 years.
I would be a murderer.
Because I'm weak.
There goes another piece of my naivety.
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I'll be okay - Tuesday, August 14, 2012 @ 12:12 AM
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I'll be okay - Tuesday, August 14, 2012 @ 12:12 AM
There's a little strange feeling I get when I've realized I've just been patronizing someone really badly.
**************************** I had a really harrowing experience this morning. Too many memories, too many possibilities. I'll write it out in a story. In short? A bus full of mentally handicapped children, a majority of whom had down's syndrome or something else that manifested physically in their body/facial structure, behaviour aside. A little girl among them looked normal, I really don't want to know what her fucking problem is. It's not that I discriminate against them, I just get really freaked out. They scare me. Too much. I caught the gaze of one of them who stared me down with his slack jawed expression. Fierfek. She was right. There's no way any sane person would subject themselves to that for 20 years. I would be a murderer. Because I'm weak. There goes another piece of my naivety. |
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 Just another starstruck (see above for evidence*) wanderer trying to find his way in this horribly confusing and sometimes messed up world. This space as you might have realised is for my own venting. It's where I talk, to myself. To the universe. It's where I don't lie. Much. Chances are you won't get more truth out of me than these few billion pages of angst. My life isn't that bad. Sometimes. The good parts just usually end up being the blank dates in between the posts you see. So yes, just to practice my math and to cheer myself up a little, the number of posts is inversely proportional to my mental wellbeing. Yes that counts as math with me. And despite the wry smile on my face and the grin I can imagine on yours, I'm still rather sombre. I promise you I'm sunny somedays. Stick around. You never know what you may learn. *hint may or may not be in big black font at the top of the page.
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