Just wondering. I don't like being let down. It sucks when a close friend of yours does it. No matter how much you think you can trust them......
Dammit I just don't have someone I can trust completely now. I used to have a few. But I look around me and I don't see anyone. At all. At least not in my school. There is no one that I can tell everything to.
Theres always God at least.
I probably should pray more.
Sigh.
"Oh what peace we often forfeit
O what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry
Everything to God in prayer"
Its an old hymn, yet it just popped into my mind.
sigh.
I could really use a wish right now
(forever-chris brown)
for the benefit of those who do not share my same taste in music.
Ive been referring to You found me -The fray for the titles of the previous post and this one.
Also I referred to Not meant to be- Theory of a deadman and New Divide- Linkin Park for the previous post.
Despite the above being a totally Ian thing to do, Im still not smiling.
sigh..........