Maybe its cause I'm one of them.

But I don't.

I find them the ones that can truly appreciate you just for being there.

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Sometimes I get really odd memories in my head and then I realise that its the contents of my morning's dream.

I do really odd things in my dreams.

I actually dreamt I got a text from this person. That would make me quite happy if it came in real life, in the dream I was all meh. Let me finish my epic quest.

Oh yes, my epic quest. That I unfortunately do not remember much of.

I remember I enjoy them.

haha

Just another starstruck (see above for evidence*) wanderer trying to find his way in this horribly confusing and sometimes messed up world.

This space as you might have realised is for my own venting. It's where I talk, to myself. To the universe. It's where I don't lie. Much. Chances are you won't get more truth out of me than these few billion pages of angst.

My life isn't that bad. Sometimes. The good parts just usually end up being the blank dates in between the posts you see. So yes, just to practice my math and to cheer myself up a little, the number of posts is inversely proportional to my mental wellbeing. Yes that counts as math with me.

And despite the wry smile on my face and the grin I can imagine on yours, I'm still rather sombre.

I promise you I'm sunny somedays. Stick around. You never know what you may learn.

*hint may or may not be in big black font at the top of the page.