No one.
Except maybe Slim, Herman Song Ern.
And thats sad cause I'm not particularly close to any of them. Just friends with Herman and well maybe good friends with Slim and Song Ern.
I don't trust my close friends anymore.
that makes them not close anymore.
But I just wont trust them with anything.
Little things that I've seen.
I just can't trust the two of them anymore.This leaves me with no close friends in my this supposedly most "fun" and "colourful" class in the batch.
I see through everything, their outward appearances, I see their malice, insecurities and the evil. All those "nice" people.
Can't trust any of them.
I don't have that many close friends left then.
And the remaining ones are drifting away.
Dammit I feel the piece of land I'm standing on is breaking free from the land around it, and just drifting out to sea.
Its an awkward time of the year to search for new friends and to form new close friendships. But it must be done.
For my sanity's sake.
So Lord help me..........
You See the World Through Yellow Colored Glasses |
 You live your life with optimism. You remain happy through the bad times, and your outlook remains bright. You judge all interactions through the lens of hope. You try to see the best in people, and you give them the benefit of the doubt. You face challenges with a spirit of adventure. Things are what they are, so you might as well make the best of them. You see love as the utmost expression of personal joy. You tend to be attracted to lively, friendly people. At your worst, you are a bit petty and jealous. You want to be everyone's shining star. You are happiest when you're daydreaming or thinking up fresh ideas. |
I guess that should tell you how crapped up life has just gotten.
Im pessimistic about it.
Holy crap I could really use somebody.
SOMEBODY DAMMIT.
ANYBODY.
anyone..................
